Anonymous asked: They took my blades away and my lighters and all the ropes goddammit i just want this all to end. I'm worth nothing anymore people just like to pretend i am.. I've been on pills i go to the doctors and the psychiatrists i do everything they ask and i just feel worse. I want to kill myself tonight. I'm twenty years old and i don't want to add another month to this life anymore
Im sorry to hear. But im glad that you made it to 20. And even if you dont want to continue, one day at the age of 74 youre going to look back and be proud of yourself for not giving up. Youre stronger than you think, and I believe in you.